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HELLLO, VICKY WAS HERE (:
i love max, he's a jerk though. i don't know how i put up with him. we're at my house, doing nothing at all, BUMS. that's all i have to write, byeeeee :D

ugh

"i can’t look back at my past, it just makes me cry. today i sat in my bedroom and stared at my wall with a picture from max’s bar mitzvah and it just reminded me of the people we once were, the way we’ve changed, how happy we were, even if it was just for that one night."

this depressed the shit out of me, as holden caulfield would say.

dani texted me saying her dad was in jail? i feel bad that i didnt help her, but i dont want to risk getting into all that right now. life is too damn good at the moment.

christina<3

christina and i are going out. im really happy about it. theres not much else to say. she's an awesome girlfriend. i dont care what other people say, i think she's beautiful. i really like her; she makes me happy

dani wont take this lightly.

It's unthinkable, but deep down, I know I like this girl so much. I'm afraid to even say her name, she's perfect and she'll never know. The downside of leaving Stoughton. It's not Christina, I'm having second thoughts about her.

All I know is I wish she could see me for who I am.

je parle avec vicky maintenant. elle est une salope.

putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain. putain.

je veux plus souvent blogger en francais. elle rend tout le monde fou quan je parle francais:)

Je vais demander à Madame Rigas pour plus de travail en classe de français.

je n'aime pas leur nouveau insigne, mais prévaloir chaussettes rouge!

there are two things in life that keep me alive: reading and hockey

il réchauffe mon coeur quand les bruins défaite les habitants

ps i like acid pops

i havent been on here in a while. i guess its just kinda weird for me.

i read all these blogs that vicky posted about how she like hated me and stuff. i didnt really care considering the extremely fabulous state our friendship is in now. in this case, fuck the past:)

dani and i have been talking like a real lot lately and i really do love her. im not going to go out with her, but there is no conflict here and i dont really want to address the situation with her. whatever this is fine for now.

uhmmmm oh yeah earlier today i felt wicked jealous of the rest of the brb! clan plus rachel because dani left all three of them overly long videos on fb. im over it...alyson was gonna call, i just remembered i have no idea what happened to that. ill call her when im done.

competition tomorrow...im trying not to think about titles and just dance. rennie and kellie gave me a lot of good pointers. i hope i can remember them all...

i really want to get gamecenter. above anything else all i want to do lately is watch lots and lots of hockey

vicky left a note in my locker. i dont know what to make of this. especially because first she lost me all my friends, and now shes been turning more people on me. i just dont care anymore.

mr marks been kind of a dickhead lately. maybe its because i cannot manage to stay awake more than ten minutes in his class lately.

as i type this, i am hearing this infomercial about a thing to grow hair. its so fake it disgusts me. one of the guys just fucking said: "lifes about feeling good, and 80% of feeling good is looking good"

i just want to fucking sleep

so the shows tomorrow night. im pretty excited to do my duo i guess.

when i read that

i still felt that shiver of jealousy rush through me. i still cant stand the sight of her with other people

goodbye love

"im tired of always hurting [tom] so im going to stop. im going to be such an amazing girlfriend."

"there is this one boy, and i have helped him through so much. but i cant help him anymore and im tired. im tired of blaming myself for the way things are with me and him and wanting everything to go back. because they arent going to go back. no matter how badly i want them to."