ugh

"i can’t look back at my past, it just makes me cry. today i sat in my bedroom and stared at my wall with a picture from max’s bar mitzvah and it just reminded me of the people we once were, the way we’ve changed, how happy we were, even if it was just for that one night."

this depressed the shit out of me, as holden caulfield would say.

dani texted me saying her dad was in jail? i feel bad that i didnt help her, but i dont want to risk getting into all that right now. life is too damn good at the moment.

christina<3

christina and i are going out. im really happy about it. theres not much else to say. she's an awesome girlfriend. i dont care what other people say, i think she's beautiful. i really like her; she makes me happy

dani wont take this lightly.

It's unthinkable, but deep down, I know I like this girl so much. I'm afraid to even say her name, she's perfect and she'll never know. The downside of leaving Stoughton. It's not Christina, I'm having second thoughts about her.

All I know is I wish she could see me for who I am.

je parle avec vicky maintenant. elle est une salope.

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je veux plus souvent blogger en francais. elle rend tout le monde fou quan je parle francais:)

Je vais demander à Madame Rigas pour plus de travail en classe de français.

je n'aime pas leur nouveau insigne, mais prévaloir chaussettes rouge!