i cant stand this. any of this. have no time to do anything. now i have to go do my fucking english poster so that i can stand in front of a bunch of immature kids who have no idea the importance rasputin had on the world and give a presentation on rasputins life. the only place i dont feel hagte for everyone around me is dance. i really wish amy would talk to me again. i need to see her. there are things i need to tell her. asap. i find myself in this void once again. im so confused. im not living anymore. i could be dead...maybe.