i started art today. it made me want to run away again. mr dorion gave me a d on one of my projects because i didnt have enough people on it. i got a c on another one because i he didnt think canada day would be very interesting in the u.s.? how about in canada? as he was talking i began to lay my head on the table and realize i wasnt hearing anything he was saying, and i couldnt comprehend one bit of it. i got this eery feeling that i was in an invisible box and i wasnt really in with everybody else. ive been getting that more everyday. of course no one understands that. again.

i guess vickys mad at me. shes being kinda weird, and she doesnt believe who i write my poems about. i trust her to believe me so i dont know.

i got a lot of music today, im really excited to listen to polar bear club.

i leave you with this:
the world passes by, and i sit on the tree stump, watching.